Venturing with my new wings

Experiences

Friday, December 31, 2004

today.. hmm.. duo what to say. but deay jus past so fast. watching the news and thinking of the tradegy happen.. but thinking now is jus the salvation. no more death tolls.

then guess many are at sentosa happening. and also some at nic's hse counting down.. hope they enjoy ah.. me?? no $$ lo.. so no go anywhere. hehe.. rotting at home, counting down myself.. hmm.. as long as the world is peace, no more disaster, thats human's best blessing.

may 2005 be a good year. if the end of days are coming soon, what will you do?? are you prepare to leave earth to a new living enviroment??

[ `feel the passion' ] at 10:13 PM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

jus when i tot the peace and calm came to me, the tsunami came around at sumatra... hz.. natural disaster. jus as destructive as a bomb. many died.. and also wat a x'mas at indonesia.. never noe that things jus came about so fast and so powerful.. many shaken and shocked.

although had negative tinking recently but still, life is precious. without our life, we wun be what we are now. how i wish i could see a sunrise after this big disaster. which symbolises the new start of life. *i will never forget the sky that changes colour after a night of tiring battle. its jus the serenity and tranquility i wanted and imagined*

jus felt lonliness engulfed me..

[ `feel the passion' ] at 10:50 PM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

x'mas jus past by me and i felt nth?? haha.. perhaps is cos no snow ba.. =p now been feeling that my world without snow is like so empty.. wish that there's snow in singapore.. haha.. *which is totally impossible* but really feel like seeing and feeling 1 season of snow~~ haha..

anyway, x'mas is a nice season where ppl exchange gifts and blessings.. therefore, i hereby wish u guys and girls merry belated x'mas. hope that u all have many gifts. many gifts = many frens ma.. right?? hehe.. guess i really had not much frens.. jus a little ^_^ but thats enough.. cannot be greedy. haha..

bye guys. bye girls. take care.

[ `feel the passion' ] at 9:00 PM

Friday, December 24, 2004

x'mas eve.. so much happening ard me.. *from reading of blogs* guess still a festive season is a good luck day for couples ba.. many had made up, many had enjoyed.. saying i really envy them cos i really not that fortunate to have such happiness.. can say i stubborn to tarnish my own happines.. but still felt that is imminent to let it go.. *sry* and really once i said this sentence : "some chances are can be seen yet we cant grab it." and its true enough to happen on me.. lonely x'mas is really cold.. yet still have to get it thru.. jus really my retribution of my doing.. anyway, should not spoil the festive mood. so everyone who are reading this, ENJOY UR X'MAS K?? its a joyeous season to be.. i'll find mine too.. ^_^

[ `feel the passion' ] at 2:03 PM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

today went to funan to buy clothing with the winno ppl.. such a long time since most o us gather liaoz.. its quite a gathering and i can feel the warm.. but think i really lost clique with many ppl ard me.. am i in the wrong o sth?? hz.. but anyway, hang ard there and had time talking and chatting...

then ytd was the x'mas party.. quite ok. many did came and duno if they enjoyed but i did. its really fun. cos of the disco.. haha.. and everyone was high and dancing like siao.. then syaza dance till leg no power liaoz.. then kneel on the floor.. haha... u heng there were many ppl ard.. if not.. dangerous ah. haha.. take care ah...

k la, think go off le... start to blog lesser and lesser..

[ `feel the passion' ] at 11:01 PM

Monday, December 20, 2004

felt wierd today.. felt like not eough sleep and very qi guai~ then went to sch with a heavy head.. almost forget evening got meeting.. haha.. heng the chairman msged me.. then i remembered. =p but still in a gloomy mood.. really bth.. breath also hot hot de..

now even worse liaoz.. whole body nua nua one. hehe. then others take care too nehz.. scared i kana dengue.. hahaha

[ `feel the passion' ] at 9:12 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

recently guess is the love season le ba.. even me also been involved. not saying not good la.. but around me also got things happening.. bad and gd.. all comes down to me instinct. maybe ppl dun believe in these but think recently me prediction is quite true *provided i noe u* heh heh.. instinct is strong especially in bathroom.. hahaha.. so.. thats my feeling.. love is now everywhere.. is it only a starting o a ending of it.. ^_^

recently down with sickness.. trying to reculprate from it.. hope will revive soon.. whahahaha.. really like a dead man recently.. then too much things happen around me. cant take note to remember and blog here.. jus noe, need rest.. haha..

final word:
sistas, take gd care nehz.. company attachment not like cptc liaoz.. enjoy too ah~ ^_^

[ `feel the passion' ] at 1:30 AM

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

had a day today.. went for 4hrs in sch.. ended up staying till 5+.. haha.. then met me fren lingzhi to chat.. ppl heart problem worm worm.. also wan help him solve a bit.. really chamz sia.. hmm.. then nth much to say also.. take care guys.. enjoy ur life too ^_^

[ `feel the passion' ] at 9:26 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

finally, i'm down with multiple sickness.. flu, fever, sorethroat and headache.. all came subsequently.. duno tml got the energy to go sch not.. i'm totally wear out.. felt so useless now.. ytd started already with flu. took med from xiao dai and its better.. but today, worsen till all these came out.. hz.. wat to do~~ jus me.. ytd drank 1.5L o water thruout the night. din have a good night sleep also.. chamz.. think got to drink more water again..

then recently guess many things happened ba.. instincts are back and this time guess its quite true. but now too weak to think much.

[ `feel the passion' ] at 9:12 PM

Sunday, December 12, 2004

finally blogging here. 4 days din blog.. here we go

thursday:
went to cptc to return ppe and final test. after that, had lots and lots of photo taking session with my group. hehe.. and can say is the last time we seeing each other in cptc.

friday:
went back to cptc for 2hrs for cert ceremony.everything was fast and therefore after that went to jp meet xiao dai. she shopping for sandals. then met lingzhi for game and thats all.

saturday:
woke up early for CI. but hell.. things drag.. but nbm.. noe new frens in my grp.. hehe.. had so much enjoyment and fun.. play with them and saying all the jokes.. and during lunch, one of them laugh till rice spit on to me. haha.. scared dio.. and lots ah. *too tired to think*

but also was a bit emotional. cos cpic life is gone.. finish le.. huai nian.. but have to move on. no matter that. hope that sistas all take care.. and also during CI, made some frens' morale down cos i waent quiet all o sudden. dun mind me. i'm alright. and also regret i did.. pasiae..

jus hope things are going fine soon.. *too tired, need some rest*
perhaps is i think too much liaoz.. not my type.. maybe lets jus be frens ba.. thats enough.

[ `feel the passion' ] at 5:28 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

today a normal day.. tiring but tot alot.. hmm.. went to lot1 play GHOST squard. quite ok. 1st 2rds play till gong gong de.. haha.. hmm.. then while on the way home, tot alot.. about life.. too much till now me mine blank.. haha.. but think too much also waste time. hehe..

k la, go rest liaoz.. nth much to write.. o ya, tml got final test.. work hard.. hehe..

[ `feel the passion' ] at 8:28 PM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

back.. din update ytd cos was totally tired when see the com screen. haha.. anyway, ytd was the last shift in cptc. had troubleshooting of the plant and tensions were high. some of the group members were angry when doing troubleshooting.. its not the process of finging the fault, is the boardman did not help us to zoom into the problems we face. in the end, made us do some unnecessary line tracing and wasted our time.. when we found the prob, we solved it and made our way back to the control house.. what the hell is they call us out to the plant and say there's a new prob.. ok~~ fine~~ so went.. and when we reached.. they say nth more.. can come back.. **** what the hell lo.. made us run 2 blank errands.. and many o us were angry. and that stupid malay tecko *tall guy* was so yaya papaya and arrogant, speak like he's the boss in the radio.. so nvm.. the trainer alaos noe he try to play us out.. therefore, his grp suffer..

trainer give them a very difficult one. almost same senario from mine, but its mroe harder to find.. then ask them to do some unnecessary senarios also.. haha.. all in the dcs were cheering when don reply them arrogantly too.. haha.. when that grp is back, all were penting.. cos went out for 1hr.. haha.. but really ke lian the innocent ppl in his grp.. have to accompany him run about in the plant.. haha.. after that was looking at ppl in dcs to stable the system and prepare for handover..

and had a dream last night.. about fire fighting again.. haha.. this time, i saw the real fire shooting out of the column. haha.. then quickly connect the hose and fight fire.. and guess what?? is only me and a duno what guy holding the hose and running fast. haha.. =p funny thing was.. the water is like lazy water, did not shoot up. ahha.. then of cos, runaway la.. arbo see fireworks ah.. haha =p but really, huai nian the times in cptc. 5weeks only.. and learn so much. also the frens there. so fun too.. hehe.. think i will have so much memories in my mind about cptc. hopefully the photos come quickly. =p *oppx.. being too emotional liaoz..*

k la, think thats about what i want to blog liaoz..listening to fly away.. haha.. felt its a meaningful song when i have memories thats so deep in me.. ^_^ buaiz..

[ `feel the passion' ] at 10:46 AM

Saturday, December 04, 2004

back from night shift and straight go to club meeting.. song bo~~~ ytd 8pm to morning 8am then meeting at 10.. till noon 12.. ahhaha.. =p

ytd night shift was doing shutdown process.. took really long.. and before that we got do switching over of system and soot blowing of the furnance.. the whole thing last till 2am b4 we started shutting down the whole plant. took bout 5hrs till 7am.. haha... after shutdown, the sun rises, sky starting to be bright.. really like.. after fighting a battle, here comes the serenity.. the feeling.. so peace. so nice.. was keep on monitoring the dcs for the plant to cool.. really need some basic calculation. haha.. and night time the guys played game to keep themselves awake.. aha.. fun fun.. ^_^

[ `feel the passion' ] at 10:31 PM

Friday, December 03, 2004

yoyoz.. 3 days din update? haha.. cant blame me.. the blog spot spoil ah.. so cant update.. hmm...

wed:
had lecture and practical at cptc.. lecture jus a little nia.. but the whole day was like sianz sianz de.. kinda nth to do.. then got back mid term test results. jus pass by little nia.. haha.. 25.5/50. haha.. then had chat with sisters, rabbit and dilys when david was going thru the answers.. haha.. pass then pass liaoz.. so no listen attentively.. after that went to climb the flare.. was really a very small tower.. and its really shaky.. haha.. but nice nice.. learnt sth from there too.. ^_^

thurs:
started me shift training at 8am to 8pm.. was to to startup of the whole plant.. then zaidi briefed us thru what we need to set up and jus by starting the utilities, it took us 2hrs.. then started the kdu and the furnance.. was playing in the dcs for bout 5hrs. which i felt unfair to the others as i was in there learning so much and others jus outside hanging around. so friday will have to go out to the field more..learn alot in the dcs i should say. learn how to handle situations when the distillation tower was flooded and controlling of the temperature.. really too much to say till u experience it.. ^_^

then later doing night shift. 8pm to tml 8am.. haha.. hopefully can catch sunrise.. ^_^ think it will be very nice ba.. hehe.. k la, gtg liaoz.. take care all. buaiz..

[ `feel the passion' ] at 4:59 PM